Long Last.

I just freaking wish I would have graduated with my friends.

That hickey story never goes away.

THE END IS NEAR HOLY CRAP

ALL OF MY STUFF IS MOVING OUT TOMORROW

EVERYTHING IS OFF MY WALLS AND DOOR 

MY FRIDGE IS LEAVING

ALL MY PICTURES

BOOKS

DISHES

CLOTHES

EVERYTHING

IS OUT

TOMORROW

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

ITS FINALLY COMING TO AN ENDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I love grinding

but tonights mixer sucked.
maybe I’m just bored with grinding
man i hope not. 

This sports bra is sucking the life out of me but I cant wear the lace shirt with a zebra bra underneath.

Why is my life so hard..

THESE GRAD PARTY INVITATIONS

ARE SO DIFFICULT AND I NEED CREATIVITY AND UGHHHH

Emotions

Today has been more emotional than I expected. I looked at some pictures of my friends graduation on Facebook and that was sweet. Then I saw Michaela’s pictures and had so many emotions. I texted her and literally started bawling so hard I couldn’t see my phone. She was a reminder of all the happiness and friends I had that I’ve missed out on the last two years, but then I also felt so blessed to have the memories I did with her. Then I went to a senior commissioning thing with my small group. They had a “panel” of our leaders and answered questions about college while we sat on the floor in the front of the Church. Then the worship leader played guitar and we had worship. The there was an open mic for anyone to pray over the seniors and so many people blessed us, I cried right through it. But the tears really came when all the seniors went to the front on stage and everyone else put hands on us and our lead small group pastor prayed. I bawled like a baby. The most important thing when coming to NCSSM was that I find a church I love. God gave me a group of sweet, fun students that love and crazy and caring leaders that love me. I just feel so blessed.

Watching Step Up with girls on my hall

and there are so fine boys in this movie.

I’m gonna miss these times.